Silence and Rest: One out of Two

Silence and Rest: One out of Two - Check

Scroll, rest, tv, rest, what time is it, what day is it? I remember last when my life was the same but that was during the pandemic. Where do I start with this random appearance in my blog, where I appear only to rant, fill the silence, or just look for attention? Downtime is considered a godsend for busy people but is it? I am usually and epically piling up steps at work - never stopping - and running my body down daily. Cooking professionally will do that to the mind and the body. Was I directed here because of this or for some deep-buried need, usually when my mind and body are idle? Shall I fill the void with writing, daily, as I used to do, emptying my mind in my words - regardless of whether it makes sense - and posting it for all to judge? We'll see, but doing it on my mobile phone is impossible since my eyesight is shite and my one hand can't feel the touch screen.

Tune in... I need to have some motivation...

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